[Now who is being logical, Will Graham? But she doesn't scowl, doesn't try to roll away or look somewhere else or even summon her raccoon hoards to interrupt this moment of sharing. She leans up just enough to go for a fast, light kiss-
Then her elbow goes out from under her so fast she bounces slightly as her head hits the pillow.]
I love you.
[And, sprawled down on the bed as she now is, a hand still comes up to slides up his stomach and onto his chest, hitching the shirt up just a little bit.]
And you're here. And you already know when it matters. So.
[There were so many ways to pretend to be in control of a life one had no actual control over. April's preferred one was just ignoring the parts she didn't like, pretend they didn't happen. Let someone else deal with the negatives...
And most people just went with the idea that was how she actually worked. No cut could be the deepest because she never picked up the knife to begin with. Easy to believe, after a few chats over the network.
But then there's Will. Who knows EAR will never be renamed or even given another nickname because what if Kat came back three years later and his baby didn't remember the right name? Eddie was just a living reminder of another past she won't be getting back again.]
That's. The point, I guess. So, you know. I just...
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Date: 2015-06-17 02:52 am (UTC)Then her elbow goes out from under her so fast she bounces slightly as her head hits the pillow.]
I love you.
[And, sprawled down on the bed as she now is, a hand still comes up to slides up his stomach and onto his chest, hitching the shirt up just a little bit.]
And you're here. And you already know when it matters. So.
[There were so many ways to pretend to be in control of a life one had no actual control over. April's preferred one was just ignoring the parts she didn't like, pretend they didn't happen. Let someone else deal with the negatives...
And most people just went with the idea that was how she actually worked. No cut could be the deepest because she never picked up the knife to begin with. Easy to believe, after a few chats over the network.
But then there's Will. Who knows EAR will never be renamed or even given another nickname because what if Kat came back three years later and his baby didn't remember the right name? Eddie was just a living reminder of another past she won't be getting back again.]
That's. The point, I guess. So, you know. I just...
I miss him. I guess.